6.17.2011

Just Dance

So I rented this fantastic new game yesterday for my Wii called Just Dance 2.
It. Is. Amazing.
Its my workout, my entertainment, my time waster. I love love love it. In fact, I'm just taking a break in the middle of it to write about how fun it is.

I watched Step Up 3 today. The story line is absolutely horrid, but I love the dancing. It makes me wish I was still dancing. I want to be able to move like that. To escape into the music. To let myself go without being concerned about what others think. I'm too worried about what people will say about me. I'm afraid of being me.



I need to be me.

6.15.2011

And Then It Was June

I love days off where I can start drinking at 10 am.

Josh is almost fully moved in to his new place. Just a few more things and it'll be his home. I've stayed with him every night since he's been here, I just love it so much. Moving in together has become a topic of discussion. Once the land lords fully move out of upstairs we may take it together. Two bedrooms, hardwood floors, control of the house (more or less). I think I'm ready for it this time. When he moved in with me there was no time for me to mentally prepare. I'll still need some time to think about it, but I think its what I really want. I have a strong feeling this time will be very different from the last guy I lived with.

I bought a Wii a few weeks ago. We love it. We aren't ones to sit around and play video games or watch movies for hours on end, so this is perfect for us. It incorporates movement, so we aren't sitting totally still on the couch, we can use Netflix on it (total bonus), and we can potential do workout games on it. Still haven't bought any, thats for next pay check.

I've been working more, started back up full time beginning of May. I went on the Yellowstone trip. As exhausting as it was, it was a lot of fun. I had a great group of girls, no problems at all. Thanks to that trip I was able to purchase my Wii. Josh has been getting more hours at his job as well. He's definitely getting full time hours, and has gotten 2$ in raises since he's started. We're working on being better at budgeting. Its going to take some work. He's wanting to take me to Europe next summer as a graduation gift. That means saving saving saving.

I need to start changing my life. It needs more excitement. Rather than sitting on the computer all day I need adventure. Outside life. Its finally beginning to act like spring and summer here, I need to be outside. I need to learn that I don't always have to be doing something. I feel like if I'm not productive then my day has been wasted. I need to realise that its ok to have lazy relaxing days. Maybe today should be the day I start. Just relax in the sun with the puppy all day, get some sun on this skin.