my dearest pal

this little guy loves me no matter how long i've been gone. 

despite me leaving him he always gives me a snuggle.

he loves me regardless of my mood.

he's always happy to see me.

we should all be a little bit more like dogs.

gays and sunburns

time to get that awful last post out of the way.

things got better that night. i stayed in, watched feel good movies (charlie and the chocolate factory anyone?), and crafted

i also received flowers from the boy. they are pretty.

saturday was celebration day (happy birthday to me). didn't do too much. went to lunch with some girls from high school and to dinner with the fam. the restaurant was super! we tried out

 red rock brewing company.

i love trying new restaurants to add to my repertoire. this made the list of ones to come back to.

but the best part of the weekend was definitely today. today was the

pride parade!

 I just had to be obnoxious and do that in rainbow. but today was one big rainbow! met up with five fantastic people in slc and watched the parade. who knew that slc had such a huge LGBT population? it was so much fun to see girlfriends and boyfriends and girl/boyfriends together. the mood was just so happy. all had smiles on their faces.

how can you not smile when everyone is a rainbow?

it was also a great opportunity to show support for equality. i won't go deep into the problems that the LGBT community is faced with, but i love being able to show that i support them. my favourite quote of the day was

i'm straight, not narrow

  

just another crap head

this is a rant for just myself. i thought you could make these fucking posts private?




nothing like a shopping trip to make you realize how fat you really are. its an awful feeling when out of the ten items in your hand nothing fits.
and this is supposed to be fun?

its hurtful to look in the mirror and see a blob. its hard to think that you're doing a good job eating well and getting more exercise just to have nothing fit. it sucks running to the bathroom so you can cry your eyes out because you aren't good enough.

will i ever be good enough for myself?


no
never