Strength

How hard are these last three days?

The hardest.

Ever.

Its taking a lot for me to stay on protocol today. With the combination of it being Friday {of a long weekend}, and extra check at work, I'm really craving the booze. And cheese. And carbs. In fact, my cravings are so strong that I almost talked myself into only doing 19 days of P2. 

Surprisingly, J was the one who told me I should stay on P2 and finish it out. J! He didn't want me to go on the diet in the first place. And now he wants me to stick it out? Maybe he's realizing how hot his girlfriend is when she loses some weight ;)

So, I'll suck it up. I have fish thawing. Veggies that need to be eaten. I don't even have anything to drink, so that helps. And fish and cheese don't mesh well. 

Saturday and Sunday. Then sweet cheese on Monday. Sunday will be a test, we're going to the folks for a barbeque. I offered to bring coleslaw, so I could at least know the amount of fat going in, haha.

.4 loss this morning. Better than 0.

=) 

Day Whatever through 15

Let's play catch-up shall we?

Today's {twelve} days of love will be in list format. 

I love.

buying and giving presents

my knowledge of sewing and my sewing machine

diet coke

that I have a job interview {with DCFS} on Tuesday

homemade bread

Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Ella Fitzgerald's holiday music

making people laugh

counting down the days til I go home

not doing my hair

my dog

my j

It was hard for me to love for a few days. The job search wasn't going well. Money was tighter than tight. {let's be real, it still is} j and I were getting more and more frustrated with each other. Our current jobs are irritating and pointless. Finding love wasn't my top priority. In fact, I sat down to blog one day, and I couldn't think of a single damn thing that I loved. Thats not a good place to be. 

But now off to conquer the world sew. Parents' xmass gift has a week to be completed {yeah right}. Pictures to come when its been gifted 

love.

streak

Ever notice how I get on these blog streaks where I'm really good about blogging every day, catching up on other's blogs, I'll even add a blog or two to my list to read. And then its

gone.

I suppose its because I rarely have anything exciting to say.

My life doesn't seem to be going anywhere at this moment. I'm working a minimum wage job, living in a town I hate, and spending way too much money on things I need (food, gas, laundry). 

I spend too much time on pinterest wishing I could make everything on there. I eat unhealthy food more than I should. I exercise less and less. I complain a lot. Most of the time I just want to sleep.

{but}

I have the cutest dog ever.

{and}

My boyfriend is pretty great.

Speaking of the boyfriend, he's awake =)